"Oh, my God. I hate the me that I've become." - Underoath @ 03:38 pm

Current Mood: sad

Current Music: underoath, moving for the sake of motion

Tags: me

Lately I've noticed something. I've noticed me. I've noticed the peron I am have become. I've noticed that I've changed. I am not the same person I was four or five months ago. I've always been told that I'm "too nice" or that I "need to be meaner." Lately I haven't been that same "too nice" persong. Lately I've been different. Lately I've been mean. I've been snobby. I've been conceited. I've been selfish. That girl that has taken over my body is not me. I don't like her. I want her gone. I want her to let me be my own person again. I'm sick of her. I don;t know who she is or how she got here, but one thing I do know is that that girl isn't me.
So, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I've been mean to you any time recently. It wasn't me. I'm trying so hard to be the real me again, so please just bear with me. If you're reading this and you've noticed me changing and you still love me, thank you  so much. I love you. <3